ever since i make music, i'm strangely enough not able to enjoy music as much as it was before.
i thought at first when i heard something that wasn't really good: whatever, no-one is perfect.
but now: why didn't they do this (paste improvement here) instead of this (the crappy thing).

another weird thing is that, when i'm only listening to music, i can see in front of me how it's made.
like seeing a piano roll in front of me.

if you wonder why a 12 year old can make music that can win best of the week (endless abyss), it's because i had 7 weeks to practice (the not so summery summer vacation) and because i'm first grade now (school systems are weird here, according to a friend in australia) homework isn't killing me, so i have plenty of time to make stuff.

Something completely offtopic: i got a new computer, from the outside it looks like an 8 year old pc, but it has some very nice hardware.
STATS OF THE THANG

OLD PC
intel celeron 1,4 ghz
256 mb of RAM
graphic card with 16 mb of memory
18,6 GB harddisk
an old cd burner

NEW PC
AMD athlon xp 3000+ 3,0 ghz
2 gb of RAM (OMFG!)
NVidea GeForce 6800 Ultra (256 mb memory)
2 40 GB harddisks and 1 20 GB harddisk
DL DVD-R burner

so you could say for sure that was an improvement.